Waynes Brain Vol. 16

Balance. I’m so off balance, but I’m also learning more than ever. 

Selfishly I tipped the scales back towards learning, from living. It’s had it’s consequences but overall its’ been so educational. 

Emotionally I feel pretty crappy. I was crushing hard, and let myself get crushed flat 😂. That’s life though, can’t lie I’ve found peace with it. It may be my loss, but it’s hers too. 

Spiritually I feel more alive than ever. My environments changed for the better, and it’s pushed me into a place I’ve obviously never been. A place of bigger goals, more advanced dreams. 

Physically I feel fine. I stretch, and eat as healthy as I can. Of all areas, I think this is the one I’ve been slacking on the most. The human body has so much potential and instead of constantly abusing it, I need to start giving back to it. Beyond my diet, I need to start exercising. That’s my main goal before the end of this year and I will accomplish it. 

Because why not?

“Lost Queen”

and kind.

Words that only begin,
your incredible rhyme.

Queen has become so cliche,
but with the impact you have,
it’s a word to stay.

The power you possess knows no bounds,
Seems no man or woman can delay your crown.

Skin as rich as the roots within,
the complexion of the gods and absent of sin.

Eyes and lips,
curves and curls,
A dream woman of this reality,
A rarity of this world.”©


“End of Iz”

“She is,
or she was,
the highlight.

It’s obvious I miss you,
but I can’t ever diss you.

Be the change you wish to see in this world Iz.
that’s what we, as humanity, need.

Sometimes the heart must accept defeat,
A one and done of mental beats.

I was fighting for my trial,
but those arrows of denial,
have finally pierced my survival.

Time to live…”©