Waynes Brain Vol. 16

Balance. I’m so off balance, but I’m also learning more than ever. 

Selfishly I tipped the scales back towards learning, from living. It’s had it’s consequences but overall its’ been so educational. 

Emotionally I feel pretty crappy. I was crushing hard, and let myself get crushed flat 😂. That’s life though, can’t lie I’ve found peace with it. It may be my loss, but it’s hers too. 

Spiritually I feel more alive than ever. My environments changed for the better, and it’s pushed me into a place I’ve obviously never been. A place of bigger goals, more advanced dreams. 

Physically I feel fine. I stretch, and eat as healthy as I can. Of all areas, I think this is the one I’ve been slacking on the most. The human body has so much potential and instead of constantly abusing it, I need to start giving back to it. Beyond my diet, I need to start exercising. That’s my main goal before the end of this year and I will accomplish it. 

Because why not?

Wonder Twin.

In 29 years plus a little more, I’ve never crushed so bad my head and heart hit the floor. I keep to myself, a constantly misunderstood individual. Until that faithful day you came and switched up all my rituals.

A being of endless potential and undescribable beauty. A woman of wonder, intelligence, the Che Guevara of iconic little booties.

Plain and simple I rushed it, tried to force my way into your existence, now I regret the moment I let rantionality be crushed by persistence. Plain and simple you’re everything and more. Cas I hope you won’t completely shut the door.

If you did, if you have, believe me I understand. I appreciate you and this life lesson, even if I keep wanting to try and try again. I need to say thank you, our interactions were brief but so damn powerful. I’ll never stop rooting for you in this life, regardless if I can’t call you friend or wife.

Reminder…

I write poetry because it’s challenging. It forces the mind to create, expressing whatever ideas are trapped within. Confined within the structure of poetry, art can be created. That’s the beauty of language, there’s no right way to do it.

Just do it. Express, and let the chips fall were they may. Remember:

“Language is the art of communication.”©

Devastating Beauty

A year of filmed sun observation. For me this is amazing. We think of the sun as this consistent, ever present force, but as you can see it’s never static.

It’s the literal definition of dynamic. Always changing, and churning. If you fast forward a bit, a scientist begins to describe the different activity going on. The sun is so alive, and it blows my mind how something so far influences so much based on nothing but the immense power and massive gravity.

Enjoy.