Waynes Brain Vol. 16

Balance. I’m so off balance, but I’m also learning more than ever. 

Selfishly I tipped the scales back towards learning, from living. It’s had it’s consequences but overall its’ been so educational. 

Emotionally I feel pretty crappy. I was crushing hard, and let myself get crushed flat 😂. That’s life though, can’t lie I’ve found peace with it. It may be my loss, but it’s hers too. 

Spiritually I feel more alive than ever. My environments changed for the better, and it’s pushed me into a place I’ve obviously never been. A place of bigger goals, more advanced dreams. 

Physically I feel fine. I stretch, and eat as healthy as I can. Of all areas, I think this is the one I’ve been slacking on the most. The human body has so much potential and instead of constantly abusing it, I need to start giving back to it. Beyond my diet, I need to start exercising. That’s my main goal before the end of this year and I will accomplish it. 

Because why not?

“Today’s the Day”

“My world has been upended for the last time.
I’ll never block out love,
but it’s no longer so divine.

My present is bright,
My future glows,
It’s time to capture it all I suppose.

Been waiting,
been lazy,
been complacent,
and hazy,
but it stops now.

Not her, not you,
nobody can stop,
what I was destined to do.

Because it’s genuine and true.”©


“Case Closed”

“The last little bit,
has been clipped.

Why? How?
Guess that’s not for me to understand.
Probably as basic,
as I’m not what you want in a man.

I hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for,
and thank you for properly closing the door.
God bless,
I wish you a life of no stress.

Who knows, who cares.
Clearly you don’t,
so why should I?
Obviously closure,
means nothing to you.”©


“Oshos’ Lessons”

“Lips flapping in the breeze,
determined to bring my world,
to its’ knees.
I successfully made my blessing,
see its’ curse.
Determined to turn the gift of us,
into the worst.

and childish,
it’s my fault,
only person to blame is myself.
I threw mountains of fire,
and rage,
at my greatest help.

Quiet now,
sitting back,
taking it all in.
Stuck questioning,
why, there’s no win in the end.”©