To these two people. 

I’ve seen you grow into humans with incredible potential. 

At first it was all about me. 10 strong years at least, and then you both rained on my parade. Back to back.

Those times are so real to me still, even until this day, and to see where you both are now. Proud doesn’t have enough definitions. 

I wasn’t sure what to do exactly, but its always been amazing to say that I am a big brother. Words can never properly describe it. Know and understand that I believe in you both tremendously and even though you never call or text I’m full of advice for you always.

Continue to thrive.

Love always,


“To the greatest lesson,
I never fought for.

You’d be 13 or 14 now.
My unseen angel.
My unspoken love.
My numb denial.

I was more important.
I always end up more important.
I hope to one day become your blessing,
since I wouldn’t let you be mine.

There’re few days,
you’re not on my mind.
Denying all the pain,
of never hearing my blood coursing thru your veins.

Daddy always loves you.”©


“Sun King”

“Standing on our greenish-blue planet,
staring at the brilliant sun above.
Molded in destruction, fused by annihilation,
a billion-year-old journey of love.

Someday, many moons from now,
our vibrant sun will change.
Like us,
it too has a mortality range.

With its’ last act this desperate king,
will balloon in size,
until it can’t sustain a thing.

Leaving a white dwarf fading,
haloed by its’ former glory.
Reduced only to memories,
a once novel story.”©