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“To the greatest lesson,
I never fought for.

You’d be 13 or 14 now.
My unseen angel.
My unspoken love.
My numb denial.

I was more important.
Somehow,
I always end up more important.
I hope to one day become your blessing,
since I wouldn’t let you be mine.

There’re few days,
you’re not on my mind.
Denying all the pain,
of never hearing my blood coursing thru your veins.

Daddy always loves you.”©

simply:complex

“Oshos’ Lessons”

“Lips flapping in the breeze,
determined to bring my world,
to its’ knees.
I successfully made my blessing,
see its’ curse.
Determined to turn the gift of us,
into the worst.

Petty,
and childish,
it’s my fault,
only person to blame is myself.
I threw mountains of fire,
and rage,
at my greatest help.

Quiet now,
sitting back,
taking it all in.
Stuck questioning,
why, there’s no win in the end.”©

simply:complex